Itâs a long one. I hope youâll bear with me⊠Godâs been tickling me with growth lately and I got excited to share it with yâall!Â
Thatâs a funny way to describe it. I wonder if you know what I mean by âtickling me with growthâ? Those times you can feel Heâs working on something in you but you canât tell exactly what it is Heâs doing or what direction Heâs headed. Or, rather, what direction Heâs got you headed. Like being tickled, youâre not sure you like it but youâre not sure you donât like it either.
An idea of what He was working on started firming up in me last week. Itâs an idea weâve heard a million times but I still struggle to implement in my own life, in my own psyche: Stress is bad. Know what else? I propose to you that stress is the opposite of faith. Think on that⊠Stress is the opposite of faith. When we start stressing, itâs because we are predicting the probability of one outcome over another. We start relying on probabilities and statistics calculated in our own fallible weakness, rather than relying on faith in Godâs plan. God has so much more up His sleeve than my brain could possibly account for but I still try to rely on my own puny logic.
I happened to be reading Acts 9 the other night. Turns out thatâs the chapter when Saul becomes Paul. Letâs look at that transformation from the eyes of an early disciple in Damascus:Â
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ðð¢ð¶ð ðªðŽ ð¢ ð·ðªð°ððŠð¯ðµ ð®ð¢ð¯, ð¢ ð·ðªðšðªðð¢ð¯ðµ ð±ðŠð³ðŽðŠð€ð¶ðµð°ð³. ðð°ðµ ðð°ð¯ðš ð¢ðšð°, ð©ðŠ ððŠð¥ ðµð©ðŠ ðŽðµð°ð¯ðªð¯ðš ðµð° ð¥ðŠð¢ðµð© ð°ð§ ððµðŠð±ð©ðŠð¯, ð°ð¶ð³ ð§ð³ðªðŠð¯ð¥ ð¢ð¯ð¥ ð£ð³ð°ðµð©ðŠð³ (ðžð©ð°, ð£ðº ðµð©ðŠ ðžð¢ðº, ð±ð³ð¢ðºðŠð¥ ð§ð°ð³ ð©ðªðŽ ð¢ðµðµð¢ð€ð¬ðŠð³ðŽâ ð§ð°ð³ðšðªð·ðŠð¯ðŠðŽðŽ ð¢ðŽ ðµð©ðŠðº ðžðŠð³ðŠ ð£ðŠð¢ðµðªð¯ðš ð©ðªð® ðµð° ð¥ðŠð¢ðµð©). ððµðŠð±ð©ðŠð¯âðŽ ð¥ðŠð¢ðµð© ðžð¢ðŽ ð¢ ðžð¢ð¬ðŠ-ð¶ð± ð€ð¢ðð ð§ð°ð³ ð¶ðŽ ð¢ðð. ððµ ð³ðŠð¢ðððº ð©ðªðšð©ððªðšð©ðµðŠð¥ ð§ð°ð³ ð¶ðŽ ð©ð°ðž ð¥ð¢ð¯ðšðŠð³ð°ð¶ðŽ ðµð©ðªðŽ ð£ð¶ðŽðªð¯ðŠðŽðŽ ð°ð§ ð§ð°ððð°ðžðªð¯ðš ððŠðŽð¶ðŽ ðªðŽ. ðð¢ð¶ð ðªðŽ ð°ð¯ ð¢ ð®ðªðŽðŽðªð°ð¯ ðµð° ðŠð³ð¢ð¥ðªð€ð¢ðµðŠ ð¢ðð ð°ð§ ð¶ðŽ ð£ðŠððªðŠð·ðŠð³ðŽ ðªð¯ ðµð©ðŠ ðð¢ðº ð¢ð¯ð¥, ð¯ð°ðž, ð©ðŠâðŽ ð©ðŠð¢ð¥ðŠð¥ ðŽðµð³ð¢ðªðšð©ðµ ð§ð°ð³ ð¶ðŽ. ððŠâðŽ ð°ð¯ ðµð©ðŠ ð³ð°ð¢ð¥ ðµð° ðð¢ð®ð¢ðŽð€ð¶ðŽ! Â
ððº ð£ðð°ð°ð¥ ð³ð¶ð¯ðŽ ð€ð°ðð¥ ðžðªðµð© ð§ðŠð¢ð³. ððŽ ð®ð¶ð€ð© ð¢ðŽ ð ðð°ð·ðŠ ððŠðŽð¶ðŽ ð¢ð¯ð¥ ð¢ðŽ ðšð³ð¢ðµðŠð§ð¶ð ð¢ðŽ ð ð¢ð® ðµð©ð¢ðµ ðð°ð¥ ðð°ð·ðŠðŽ ð®ðŠ ðµð©ð¢ðµ ð®ð¶ð€ð©, ð ð¥ð°ð¯âðµ ðžð¢ð¯ðµ ðµð° ð¥ðªðŠ ððªð¬ðŠ ððµðŠð±ð©ðŠð¯ ð¥ðªð¥! ðð°ð¥, ð±ððŠð¢ðŽðŠ! ðð° ðŽð°ð®ðŠðµð©ðªð¯ðš! ð ðžð¢ð¯ðµ ðµð° ð³ð¶ð¯ ð¢ðžð¢ðº ð£ð¶ðµ ðžð©ðŠð³ðŠ ðžð°ð¶ðð¥ ð ð©ðªð¥ðŠ? ðð§ ð ðŽðµð¢ðº ð©ðŠð³ðŠ ðªð¯ ðð¢ð®ð¢ðŽð€ð¶ðŽ, ð ðžðªðð ðŽð¶ð³ðŠððº ð®ðŠðŠðµ ð¢ð¯ ðŠð¯ð¥ ððªð¬ðŠ ððµðŠð±ð©ðŠð¯ ð¥ðªð¥. ðð§ ð ð³ð¶ð¯, ðð¢ð¶ð ðžðªðð ð«ð¶ðŽðµ ð©ð¶ð¯ðµ ð®ðŠ ð¥ð°ðžð¯ ð¢ð¯ð¥ ðâð¥ ððªð·ðŠ ð®ðº ðð¢ðŽðµ ð®ð°ð¯ðµð©ðŽ ð¢ðð°ð¯ðŠ ð¢ð¯ð¥ ðªð¯ ð¥ð³ðŠð¢ð¥. ðð°ð³ðŠ ðªð®ð±ð°ð³ðµð¢ð¯ðµððº, ðâð¥ ð£ðŠ ð³ð¶ð¯ð¯ðªð¯ðš ð¢ðžð¢ðº ð§ð³ð°ð® ðŠð·ðŠð³ðºðµð©ðªð¯ðš ð ð£ðŠððªðŠð·ðŠ ðªð¯. ð ð£ðŠðš ðð°ð¥ ð§ð°ð³ ð¥ðŠððªð·ðŠð³ð¢ð¯ð€ðŠ ð§ð³ð°ð® ðµð©ðªðŽ ðŠð¯ð¥ ð£ð¶ðµ, ð¥ðŠðŠð± ð¥ð°ðžð¯, ð ð¬ð¯ð°ðž ðžð©ð¢ðµ ðªðŽ ð€ð°ð®ðªð¯ðš. Â
ðð°ð¥ ððŠðµ ððªðŽ ð°ðžð¯ ðð°ð¯ ð¥ðªðŠ ð°ð¯ ðµð©ðŠ ð€ð³ð°ðŽðŽ ð¢ð¯ð¥ ðžð°ð¶ðð¥ð¯âðµ ðŽð±ð¢ð³ðŠ ð©ðªð® ð§ð³ð°ð® ðµð©ðŠ ð±ð¢ðªð¯ð§ð¶ð ð¥ðŠð¢ðµð© ðµð° ð€ð°ð®ðŠ. ððŠ ððŠðµ ðµð©ðŠð® ð¬ðªðð ððµðŠð±ð©ðŠð¯, ðµð°ð°! ðð©ðº ðžð°ð¶ðð¥ ðð°ð¥ ðŽð±ð¢ð³ðŠ ð®ðŠ ð¢ðŽ ð°ð±ð±ð°ðŽðŠð¥ ðµð° ðŠðªðµð©ðŠð³ ð°ð§ ðµð©ðŠð®? ð ð±ð³ð¢ðº ð§ð°ð³ ðð°ð¥ ðµð°âŠ ð ð¥ð°ð¯âðµ ð¬ð¯ð°ðž. ð ð«ð¶ðŽðµ ð±ð³ð¢ðº. ð ðžð¢ð¯ðµ ðµð° ð±ð³ð¢ðº ð§ð°ð³ ð¥ðŠððªð·ðŠð³ð¢ð¯ð€ðŠ ð£ð¶ðµ ð ð¥ð°ð¯âðµ ð³ðŠð¢ðððº ð£ðŠððªðŠð·ðŠ ðµð©ð¢ðµâðŽ ð¢ð¯ ð°ð±ðµðªð°ð¯. Â
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ðð©ðŠð³ðŠâðŽ ð¢ ð¯ð°ðªðŽðŠ ð°ð¶ðµðŽðªð¥ðŠ â ð¥ð° ðºð°ð¶ ð©ðŠð¢ð³ ðªðµ? ðð¢ð¶ð ðªðŽ ð©ðŠð³ðŠ! ðððð ðð ðððð! ððŠð¢ð³ ð€ð°ð¯ðŽð¶ð®ðŠðŽ ð®ðŠ ð¢ðšð¢ðªð¯. ðð¶ðµ ðžð¢ðªðµ, ð©ðŠâðŽ ð±ð³ðŠðµðŠð¯ð¥ðªð¯ðš ðµð° ð£ðŠ ð¢ ð£ðŠððªðŠð·ðŠð³. ððŠð³ðªð°ð¶ðŽððº, ð©ð°ðž ð¥ð¶ð®ð£ ð¥ð°ðŠðŽ ð©ðŠ ðµð©ðªð¯ð¬ ðžðŠ ð¢ð³ðŠ?! ððŠ ð¬ð¯ð°ðž ðºð°ð¶, ðð¢ð¶ð! ððŠ ð®ð¢ðº ð©ð¢ð·ðŠ ð§ð°ð°ððŠð¥ ðð¯ð¢ð¯ðªð¢ðŽ ð£ð¶ðµ ð¯ð°ðµ ð®ðŠ. ððŠ ð€ð¢ð®ðŠ ð©ðŠð³ðŠ ðŽð±ðŠð€ðªð§ðªð€ð¢ðððº ðµð° ðµð¢ð¬ðŠ ð¶ðŽ ð±ð³ðªðŽð°ð¯ðŠð³ðŽ. ðð©ð¢ðµ ð€ð°ð¶ðð¥ ð±ð°ðŽðŽðªð£ððº ð©ð¢ð·ðŠ ð©ð¢ð±ð±ðŠð¯ðŠð¥ ðµð° ð€ð©ð¢ð¯ðšðŠ ð©ðªðŽ ð®ðªð¯ð¥ ð£ðŠðµðžðŠðŠð¯ ðžð©ðŠð¯ ð©ðŠ ðµð¢ðð¬ðŠð¥ ðµð° ðµð©ðŠ ð©ðªðšð© ð±ð³ðªðŠðŽðµ ð¢ð¯ð¥ ðžð©ðŠð¯ ð©ðŠ ð¢ð³ð³ðªð·ðŠð¥ ðªð¯ ðð¢ð®ð¢ðŽð€ð¶ðŽ? ðð¢ð©! ðð¯ð¢ð¯ðªð¢ðŽ ðªðŽ ð«ð¶ðŽðµ ð¢ðŽð¬ðªð¯ðš ð§ð°ð³ ð¶ðŽ ð¢ðð ðµð° ð£ðŠ ð¬ðªðððŠð¥! ðð° ð®ð¢ð¯ ð€ð°ð¶ðð¥ ð®ð¢ð¬ðŠ ðŽð¶ð€ð© ð¢ ð©ð¶ðšðŠ ð€ð©ð¢ð¯ðšðŠ ðµð©ð¢ðµ ð§ð¢ðŽðµ! ððµâðŽ ððªð¬ðŠ ðð¢ð¶ð ðžð¢ð¯ðµðŽ ð¶ðŽ ðµð° ð£ðŠððªðŠð·ðŠ ð©ðŠâðŽ ð¢ ð¯ðŠðž ð®ð¢ð¯, ð¢ðð®ð°ðŽðµ ððªð¬ðŠ ð©ðŠâðŽ ð£ðŠðŠð¯ ð£ð°ð³ð¯ ð¢ð¯ðŠðž! Â
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At least, thatâs probably how I would have reacted had I been an early disciple in Damascus. If God can take a situation as dire as Saul coming into town for the express intent of persecution and turn it around, then what events in my life could possibly indicate a future set in stone? I sincerely believe I wouldâve predicted my impending death when Saul started on the road to Damascus. I wouldâve been wrong. If God can choose the man with the hardest heart towards His people and use him to become one of the most prominent voices in our Christian history, then what possibilities exist in my life that my logical brain is missing? I certainly never would have thought to pick Saul for the job.
I read this chapter just after midnight, 2017. My thoughts were swirling with all the implications of what God had just revealed but, mostly, I kept thinking that this demonstration of faith is where we find our strength and that strength is where we reflect Jesus to the world around us. In this way, we reflect His Gospel both to fellow believers and to those who donât know Him, so that they, too, can ease their burdens relying on His strength. I decided then that I would write this blog. Not that night, though â I was too tired.
The next morning at church, Brother Stephen read Ephesians 3:1-11 to us.Â
· Know who wrote Ephesians? ⊠Paul.Â
· Know what heâs talking about in Ephesians 3? âŠ. Sharing the Gospel.Â
· Know what basis Paul gives for that being his purpose? ⊠His transformation on the road to Damascus.Â
· Do I have to tell you that my head spun?Â
My notes from that sermon include lots of exclamation points and the following words: âEphesians points me from Paulâs miraculous transformation to Jesusâs salvation of Gentiles along with Israel. Extending salvation to the Gentiles was also a miracle!â Brother Stephenâs message that morning (my summation, not his) was to challenge us to resolve to share the Gospel, not just for the new year but every day in every year. Godâs assignment to Paul after his transformation is still our assignment today so that more people may discover a life with Christ â along with the joy in the faith and strength that comes with that life.Â
I offer you one last note I made during that sermon. Brother Stephen said, âIn remembrance of Godâs mighty acts in Jesus Christ [the miraculous gift of His Son], we offer ourselves as a sacrifice.â It wonât always be easy to turn a blind eye to logic and rely on faith. It will take much strength at times to trust Godâs plan. But that is both the sacrifice and the gift. To refuse our own logic and our own fear is sacrifice, which we offer in gratitude for His gift so He can use us to reach others and which we offer with trust because our God has proven His might so many times. How much more evidence does our logic need to submit to faith?
(1st published January 1, 2017)